Roger you are one of my closet friends on the Inn and in RL so I never consider your questions an invasion of my privacy.
It's the way life is for me and after a life saving brain surgery and metal shoulders I'm still alive and at least now for the most part I know what my future holds. I have a steady income that I'll never lose. I have better health care then I ever did before this. I'm finally at peace with what I have endured the last 10+ years as I know what I need to do to be happy. The Inn and the people on it I call friend will always be a big part of that
I'm not the same angry Tann I was for 3-4 years on the Inn that caused so many people to think me a troublemaker

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I'm just me, like me or not, I don't force anybody to be my friend. However those that do take the time to get to know me, and understand the hardship that I have been through. To become my friend will find me as faithful and loyal as a dog raised from a puppy and treated the best.