ok, no, that's not why I am stuck. (However, it's very true that i hate to make art now because it's just a chore). But don't get me started on that....and the whole issue of the school I'm at being a joke of an art school.
I'm stuck because of my Immigration into Holland. In order to stay here, i must have a bachelor's or higher degree type of study (4 years or more). That's great and all, except, i can't do what i want because of langauge issues. I've taken two dutch courses and spent craploads of money on learning the language (around 700-800 euro's), but i'm still just not good enough to take on an academic study, and i want to study Environmental Sciences.
So...i'm stuck in art school, because it isn't loaded with Dutch textbooks, and I can get Bachelor's and Masters there. O_o
You know what's incredibly crazy? All bachelor's (4 year) programs are taught in Dutch, but ALL Master's programs are taught solely in English.
I'll be 20 years old tomorrow, and I just feel like i'm having a mid-life crisis.