My deepest condolenscenses. Such a loss is difficult, but remember your brother and he will never truly be gone.

My prayers to your family!

Jack

Thank you everyone for the warm wishes and sympathies, it really does mean a lot.

On another note, I've had an idea for a game, and since I can't get on regularly to start it now that means I have plenty of free time to think up and plan out the major details so we can perhaps get the game moving when I get settled and ready to get posting again.

..... is to keep yourself busy with things that bring you enjoyment out of life!

Cherish the Memories of Your Brother!

My Condolences and Prayers to You and Your Family!

Between multiple Breakdowns the same night I made a simple yet heartfelt image in his memory, I find that personally when I am overwhelmed like this whole ordeal has left my entire family, I can do myself more good channeling all the emotion into something more creative, rather than letting it suffocate me. Some have already seem the image on Facebook as it is now my profile pic, as well as my sister's after she saw it..

For everyone else who wants to see it, I have it uploaded here.

*hugs* I am very sorry for your loss. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I hope that things start brightening up for you shortly.

Very nice tribute pic of your brother. That is a good start to helping your family to cope with the loss.

I'm late to the party but I still want to offer condolences and mega well wishes to your family. Some of the best art is created through channelling tragedy.

I haven't keeled over yet, I just lack regular internet access (which is as good as being dead anyway) so I can't get back to posting like I would like to any time soon since I have so much going on.

A few updates, since I love to brag about her... My little girl will be 18 months old this month, has just about got this walking business down, looks super adorable in her glasses (yes glasses at 18 months) and just lights up every time my dad and I go pick her up for my visitation. For those of you on my FB page you have seen the pictures I upload every time I have her, for the rest of you, well I'll throw in a link to a recent pic I have at the end of this post. If for whatever reason that doesn't work I'll fix it next chance I get.

I'm about to have to get real serious about finding myself a better job as this one just isn't cutting it when it comes to paying all my bills (including bills that are years overdue). Hopefully if I can find something that will give me better pay and steady hours I can get some of these bills back under control and be able to get internet access up and running again.

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Thanks for sharing the photo and keep plugging away, things have a way of working out for you!

It is good to hear from you again.

Good luck.

*evaporates*

Good to see you, man! Woo on little ones!

I recently applied for a better job (read; more steady hours and hopefully better pay) and got an e-mail back that they were interested in moving into the next step of the application process and just needed me to answer a couple questions via email. With any luck I can get this job, and with it the larger paychecks I really need to get my life back together.